All around I'm in an interesting place right now. There will be a lot of details spared at the moment, especially at this public venue. In short (and also poorly put) I've achieved my "dream".
I'm a bum.
Ok. Ok. Let me 'splain to you a little bit before anyone starts wrinkling their nose in judgement.
Years ago, I used to joke about wanting to be a bum. Lounging on the beach all day, enjoying the sunlight. Camping in the woods, basking in the beauty of the trees. Wandering through the city, in awe of the progress of mankind. All in good fun I would say this. I am quite aware that there is plenty, plenty and plenty or reasons to not want to be homeless. There is the harsh cold, the soaking rain, biting hunger, etc. So, I kept plugging away at finding paying work and supporting myself, either in full or in part. I'm not that interested in getting rich, but surviving is nice, and surviving comfortably is better.
What I found was that my occupational attention wanes after about a year or so. Either the job wasn't physical enough, didn't let me express my creativity at all, or was too harsh on the body (either weather or actions). Balance wasn't being achieved, and that is very important to me.
Here I am with my girlfriend of 8 years now, and we've talked about her supporting me while I just run around all day enjoying myself. I don't think I'd quite be happy with that for long. However, now that she has a position that she likes at a company that likes her and appreciates her abilities and is also paying her pretty darn well, we reevaluated this plan of her supporting me. I wouldn't just run around willy nilly of course. The balance of her earning and supporting the house financially, would be that I stay home and take care of the house physically. Cleaning, maintenance, and upgrades would keep me busy physically. As I organize each area, I'd be exercising my mental abilities. Creativity would be expressed with my crafts, be it sewing, art, crochet, or digitally as web design or graphics. Added bonus is that I can market my crafts online and possibly contribute to the finances and not feel pressure to "rake it in". And to balance off all this productivity (all activities that I like to do anyway), I've got time to go on bike rides and wander the woods at my leisure. And maybe even keep up with a blog that gets neglected far too often. All the while, I can have good music echoing through the house.
As of last Friday, I left my job at Sears. No longer will I be donning shoes every morning to travel 2 miles through whatever weather to a job that, although I enjoyed, payed little and involved too much corporate politics. No more mandatory dress code. No more pushing credit card applications and protection agreements.
I am hoping to set up a well balanced schedule of sorts, even though I don't do well with schedules and plans. If all goes well, there is now time to get everything done that I need and want to accomplish.
**raises steaming little coffee cup**
Here's to my new position.
May it bring balance. May it bring peace. May it be long lasting.
House Guru